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Bella finds Milliways in the moon palace instead of one of her balconies.

"Huh," she says aloud.

Then, to Alice, Libby, Elena, and Mary, and Lazarus except he autoreplies with a busy message, [Hey folks, Moonstone Palace grew a bar that I don't remember putting in, come check it out.]

Date: 2013-01-18 09:21 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Confused or hurt. (⑿ never been born at all)
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It wasn't slow, the first time. The first time it was fast.

He moans and presses his face into the pillow, wanting wanting wanting.

Date: 2013-01-18 09:26 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Lurking. (Default)
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"Bar?" says Roberta.

No napkin appears. Roberta sighs. "It was a long shot anyway; there is a specific bar rule forbidding people who are enemies outside the bar from bringing their grudges here."

Date: 2013-01-18 09:32 pm (UTC)
manofmyword: Smirking, pushing hair out of face. (⑸ well hello beautifulll~)
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This time it's slow. All of it. The knife, his hand on the back of Alice's neck, his weight pressing Alice into the bed, holding him in place.

This time, it's going to last.

Date: 2013-01-18 09:50 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Dancing wildly, grinning. (⑹ ride it where I like)
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"Me too," says Roberta.

As for what's going on in Alice's head: he realizes, for the first time in a while (at least consciously), that Bella is still reading him. On reflection, he's okay with that, although he worries that she won't like what she's about to see. And he's sorry he told her to fuck off, but he's not taking down his busy message; it fucks with his head when she interrupts him in the middle of this stuff, and two people fucking with his head at the same time - only one of whom knows what they are doing, because Bella might be able to read his mind but she's never lived in it - is bound to end badly.

Date: 2013-01-18 09:51 pm (UTC)
manofmyword: Conspiratorial or condescending. (⒁ they'rrre cheap)
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"You still here, sweetie?" the Joker murmurs.

Date: 2013-01-18 09:58 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Explaining or agreeing. (⑼ gotta be cool)
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"Do you care about that?" asks Roberta, with no knowledge of whose questions she is echoing.



"Yeah," Alice breathes.

Date: 2013-01-18 10:19 pm (UTC)
manofmyword: Smirking. (⑷ coral is far more red)
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"Good," says the Joker.

There's blood all over everything, in his mouth, on his hands, soaking the mattress under both of them. He holds Alice down and slowly, slowly—

Date: 2013-01-18 10:21 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Smiling, affectionate or amused. (⑶ your wish is my command)
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"Ohhhh, that hurts," says Alice. And it does, and he wouldn't have it any other way. Not now, not this. For what it is, it's perfect.

Date: 2013-01-18 10:31 pm (UTC)
manofmyword: Smirking, pushing hair out of face. (⑸ well hello beautifulll~)
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"I know it does, sweetie," says the Joker. "And that's how you like it. Mm?"

Date: 2013-01-18 10:34 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Smiling, possibly fake, mildly creepy. (⑸ playful as a pussy cat)
From: [personal profile] edgeofyourseat
"I'm... not going to advise anyone to take their eyes off the Joker," says Roberta. "Unless he wants you to be watching him. And usually not even then."

Alice hums agreement, even smiles—but there's a part of him that feels wrong for it.

Date: 2013-01-18 10:37 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Lurking. (Default)
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"Maybe you should stop," frowns Roberta.

Date: 2013-01-18 10:38 pm (UTC)
manofmyword: Hands, seen through jail cell bars. (⑼ the store by the dungeon)
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"Oh, honey," the Joker says softly. "You're all fucked up inside, ain'tcha. I know the feeling."

Date: 2013-01-18 10:40 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Angry. (⒂ and I ain't gonna lose)
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"Shut up and fuck me," Alice growls. Nothing has prepared him for the Joker being sweet; it catches him off-guard every time.

Date: 2013-01-18 10:44 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Lurking. (Default)
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"Then maybe you can't help him," says Roberta, "but you can at least make sure the Joker doesn't get the satisfaction of messing with your head like this. I guarantee you he means to."

Date: 2013-01-18 10:45 pm (UTC)
manofmyword: Grinning. (⑵ simply makes you stranger)
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He laughs, and does as Alice asks him to.

Slowly.

Date: 2013-01-18 10:52 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Smiling, affectionate or amused. (⑶ your wish is my command)
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"Okay," Roberta says doubtfully.



Somewhere between the pain and the trauma and what anyone else might be able to identify as humiliation, Alice is achieving something weirdly like bliss. It's almost like what he felt the first time he made stars, but it doesn't take him over the same way.

Date: 2013-01-18 11:15 pm (UTC)
edgeofyourseat: Explaining or agreeing. (⑼ gotta be cool)
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"Sure," says Roberta. "As long as you don't let the Joker—or, no offense, your boyfriend—get a good look at my face. Even if I'm never going to see either of them again, I don't want this identity involved."

The affect auras on Alice's thoughts right now are a collective mess. Most of his sensory experience gets a murky grey-white-grey with threads of black; some things, like his continued awareness of the Joker as present and causing all this, get snowy white.

He does want to be here, though. He hasn't stopped knowing that. He wants to be here, doing this, feeling like this. Even though it's awful; partly, in fact, because it's awful.

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